It's to a castle, I will take you..

Dustin's not been around the past few days. I hate to admit I truly miss him. I don't want these feelings, not after what I've just managed to pull myself free from. Allowing myself to be vulnerable and close to someone again so soon after frightens me. I'm not sure what to expect as far as communication between he and I once I arrive in Florida. Time will tell.

Woke up this morning feeling only slightly hungover and very dirty. The weather outside doesn't suit my mood today. It's gorgeous and lively out. Maybe I'd be doing myself a favor to get dressed and surround myself in it. May lift my spirits, and take my mind off the fact that Dustin isn't back again until Friday. Don't let me become one of those girls whose happiness rests in a relationship with a man. ::Bang::