Long night.. I tried so hard to get to sleeeeep

Spent the first part of the day talking to sean's mom in ims.. she and sean are at my mom's house in arizona visiting, and loving every minute of it. Sean described his and my mom as a couple of drunk teenage girls. they get on real well and tend to get giddy around each other. it's cute. she loved new york, and fit right in by the look of it. she always looks so nice and glamorous and confident. she's been enjoying phoenix and flag the past few days. kenzie even met her at the airport and was pleased to see her. i do like that our families still keep in touch and visit each other. wish i were there for their visit..

i ate too much cereal and now a vein in my neck is hurting in a strange way. i also feel kinda sick to my stomach :(

been having trouble sleeping the past week or so. can't get stuff of my mind. i just lay awake for hours on end trying to decide what to do. ughh.. i don't know. and i'm quickly running out of time to choose.