The girl's insane

Alright so it's 15 minutes to 9:00 PM and I just got home. It's been a long day. I started my job and.. it wasn't great. I feel exhausted, both mentally and physically. This is the first time I've felt even a hint of depression since arriving back in Arizona. It's hard being visually impaired and trying to maintain a decent job. I'm slower to pick up on things and learn than everyone else. I feel like I have to try 150% just to manage when everyone else can get by on 60% effort. It already feels pointless and difficult. It brings to light all of my inadequacies and all the frustrations that come along with trying to manage in a seeing person's world. I hope tomorrow is better.