I don't miss it (much)

So my friend Rachael whom I used to work with at Perot 2 (3??) years ago sent me an e-mail just about an hour ago. We've kept in touch pretty well since I moved to Arkansas/Florida and she to San Francisco and now to Rome. Anyway, she's staying in Rome for a few months with her boyfriend Andrew and has been sending pictures maybe once a month. So I'm looking through all this GORGEOUS photographs of her travels around Europe. Rome, Capri, Tivoli, England, Ireland.. and everywhere else. She's getting to do and see all of these things and places I'd only ever dreamt about. But somehow looking at the pictures I'm not actually jealous as I would've been even 8 months ago. Sure, it'd be nice to get to go too, but I like where I am. I like my stability and my routine here. It's nice, for once, to not have my mind be somewhere else.. Longing for more or trying to make plans to move out of this state (or country).

I'm thrilled for her.. but I strangely wouldn't swap situations right now. What's wrong with me?