I will enjoy it

I'm back in Flag.. in my own apartment. Right downtown in the square. I haven't unpacked or properly moved any of my furniture here, so it's fairly unsettled looking. I love being thise close to everything, but the high ceilings will take some getting used to. I think I have the opposite of claustraphobia. I dislike large open spaces. They make me nervous. Being that this is an old building, it has 12 foot tall ceilings and some exposed pipes. The rooms are massive, far too big for all of my things. I'm pretty certain everything I had in my other apartment in Flag here a year or so ago would all fit in the bedroom. I'll have to eventually buy more stuff to fill this room. That's fine. I plan on being here awhile.

I strangely don't have any feelings of regret about returning to Arizona.. I thought I would. This almost seems too easy. ?? I love being back. Oh my God, it's a mirage. Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Truly.. never ever EVER moving somewhere for someone else again. I'd like to think I'll be in this same apartment when I turn 30.. If someone wants to be with me, they can move here with me. Fuck packing my things up again and going somewhere else. I'm an idiot.