Gone too fast
Haven't updated in awhile.. don't know what my problem is.
Dave visited.. it went better than I would've thought possible?? Like I knew we'd have stuff to talk about, but I didn't think our personalities would actually match up that well. It's not like, wowowow magical.. it's more like.. we've always been together and it's comfortable and right. Doesn't feel new or strange at all. I don't have that bad dirty awkward feeling when we're driving around together in the car as though I know it's not right. I just feel good and safe around him and we have fun doing nothing at all. <3 Aww.. miss him to bits and already looking forward to when he can come back, which I think will be sometime in October.
The pregnancy is progressing without any real complications. I passed out the other night and that was scary as hell, but it's also something fairly common. Think I'll call the doctor Monday and see what she says. I'm just over 24 weeks, although at my last visit on Tuesday, I was measuring big at 25. She said if I measured any bigger next time, they'd do an ultrasound just to check everything was ok. Also, my blood pressure was pretty high but they're thinking it's situational and hopefully not the onset of gestational diabetes, which I'll have bloodwork done to test for in mid-June if she's not concerned about me fainting and wanting to check sooner. Wound up with a few bruises from hitting the ground and a wooden toy chest on my way down. :-\ Still, it could've been much more serious. Just hope it doesn't happen again, because it's fucking scary suddenly waking up on the ground and not really remembering what happened to cause you to get there.
Sean will be arriving here May 28th. He leaves the UK on the 25th to go to North Carolina for a race, then will come here. At some point I need to sit down and really talk to him about how things with Dave are. He knows we're together, but I don't think he quite gets that like.. we're gonna seriously try to be together if things continue to go well. Haha.. of course that could change when Dave tells his mom I'm pregnant. She might be completely adament (sp?) that we're not together.. and.. I don't know if that would change his mind about things. He said it wouldn't, but that'd be a hard situation to be in. Don't know how long it'll work out with Sean being here..?? He's actually been better the past 2 days, especially when I told him I'd fainted and got pretty bruised up from it. It's the first time he's actually taken an interest or seemed concerned about anything regarding the pregnancy. Maybe now he's about to be here, it seems more real. Anyway, it's taken him long enough.
Dave visited.. it went better than I would've thought possible?? Like I knew we'd have stuff to talk about, but I didn't think our personalities would actually match up that well. It's not like, wowowow magical.. it's more like.. we've always been together and it's comfortable and right. Doesn't feel new or strange at all. I don't have that bad dirty awkward feeling when we're driving around together in the car as though I know it's not right. I just feel good and safe around him and we have fun doing nothing at all. <3 Aww.. miss him to bits and already looking forward to when he can come back, which I think will be sometime in October.
The pregnancy is progressing without any real complications. I passed out the other night and that was scary as hell, but it's also something fairly common. Think I'll call the doctor Monday and see what she says. I'm just over 24 weeks, although at my last visit on Tuesday, I was measuring big at 25. She said if I measured any bigger next time, they'd do an ultrasound just to check everything was ok. Also, my blood pressure was pretty high but they're thinking it's situational and hopefully not the onset of gestational diabetes, which I'll have bloodwork done to test for in mid-June if she's not concerned about me fainting and wanting to check sooner. Wound up with a few bruises from hitting the ground and a wooden toy chest on my way down. :-\ Still, it could've been much more serious. Just hope it doesn't happen again, because it's fucking scary suddenly waking up on the ground and not really remembering what happened to cause you to get there.
Sean will be arriving here May 28th. He leaves the UK on the 25th to go to North Carolina for a race, then will come here. At some point I need to sit down and really talk to him about how things with Dave are. He knows we're together, but I don't think he quite gets that like.. we're gonna seriously try to be together if things continue to go well. Haha.. of course that could change when Dave tells his mom I'm pregnant. She might be completely adament (sp?) that we're not together.. and.. I don't know if that would change his mind about things. He said it wouldn't, but that'd be a hard situation to be in. Don't know how long it'll work out with Sean being here..?? He's actually been better the past 2 days, especially when I told him I'd fainted and got pretty bruised up from it. It's the first time he's actually taken an interest or seemed concerned about anything regarding the pregnancy. Maybe now he's about to be here, it seems more real. Anyway, it's taken him long enough.
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