Broody

Spent the day in town and down at the beach. Nothing really of mention. It's odd to think I may not be living here in 2 or 3 months' time, but it is undeniably gorgeous, and I will absolutely return.

I want a family. I want to be near my mom and the girls.. but I'm also very much wanting to start a family of my own. I know I'm still so young, but I can't dismiss this overwhelming desire to settle down, maintain some stability and share my life with someone. My nieces are nearing their teens, losing any of that baby quality they still had only a year or two ago. It's making me long for new life. I want to spend holidays with extended family and have little ones running around. I want birthday parties and swimming over at my sister's during the hot Phoenix summer. It's frustrating how much this consumes my thoughts recently.

I don't feel complete without it, and I long for that connection again.