Birthday

Birthdays are ass.. I hate getting older. I'm closer to 30 now than I am to 20 and don't seem to be improving either physically or emotionally. I don't feel like I've really progressed from 5 years ago. Sure.. my surroundings have changed, but not my overall attitude. I still have a hard time achieving the things I want to.. and finding what I need out of life. I hope I don't continue making rash decisions. It doesn't get me anywhere.