3 Months.. AHHHHHHHHHHHH poop
3 calendar months from today is my estimated due date. Ok.. so I'm still actually 13 weeks away (27 weeks tomorrow) but man. Time has FLOWN the past 6 weeks or so. It seems like I just had the 20 week ultrasound like... 4 days ago???? I guess I was focused on Dave's visit and that flew past too. Aww.. I miss him. Right now we're planning on him coming back in October but only for a week. I KNOW that is gonna go too quick. I'll blink and he'll have come and gone. That's gonna be weird.. the next time I see him I'll have a child.. I'll be someone's MOM.?????? Wow. I think it's starting to sink in finally that I'm going to have a baby. I've had all this time to digest it, but it only starts feeling real as it gets nearer. All these things I've put off doing until Sean could be here to help.. and now I only have a few months left and it's stressful thinking of what needs to be done before the baby arrives.
Set the date for my baby shower at July 21. I'm apparently procrastinating too much for some peoples' liking so family have started to get on my back about registering and getting names and addresses compiled to send out invitations and stuff. It's probably good they're pushing me.. I don't tend to feel like the baby needs everything ready and prepared before it arrives home. Like.. as long as it has a place to sleep, some blankets, diapers, and a breast to feed on. Haha.. those are really the only necessities and probably all I'd have ready.
Been speaking to Nikki in e-mail again the past few days. I hadn't heard from her in like 2 years.. so I told her I was pregnant and explained the situation. Surprisingly she was really supportive. She's been fairly judgemental in the past, but I guess they've had their own things happen recently. They moved to a smalllllllllllll town about 3 hours from here. I'm glad they finally moved out of Phoenix, and actually.. it's nice thinking that she's not far away here in Northern Arizona too instead of back in Missouri like they'd been planning. I'm probably wrong thinking this, but it kinda seems like we're both ready to forget shit from the past and actually be somewhat close again? And I guess we have more in common now that I have a baby on the way. Actually.. I'm due the day before her son turns 2. That'd be weird if our kids wound up with the same birthday.
Hmm.. think that's it for now.
Set the date for my baby shower at July 21. I'm apparently procrastinating too much for some peoples' liking so family have started to get on my back about registering and getting names and addresses compiled to send out invitations and stuff. It's probably good they're pushing me.. I don't tend to feel like the baby needs everything ready and prepared before it arrives home. Like.. as long as it has a place to sleep, some blankets, diapers, and a breast to feed on. Haha.. those are really the only necessities and probably all I'd have ready.
Been speaking to Nikki in e-mail again the past few days. I hadn't heard from her in like 2 years.. so I told her I was pregnant and explained the situation. Surprisingly she was really supportive. She's been fairly judgemental in the past, but I guess they've had their own things happen recently. They moved to a smalllllllllllll town about 3 hours from here. I'm glad they finally moved out of Phoenix, and actually.. it's nice thinking that she's not far away here in Northern Arizona too instead of back in Missouri like they'd been planning. I'm probably wrong thinking this, but it kinda seems like we're both ready to forget shit from the past and actually be somewhat close again? And I guess we have more in common now that I have a baby on the way. Actually.. I'm due the day before her son turns 2. That'd be weird if our kids wound up with the same birthday.
Hmm.. think that's it for now.
posted by Heather at 8:22 AM
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