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I woke up this morning feeling really horrible. Not depressed.. but angry. Angry and annoyed and violent, and it never let up throughout the day. I kept busy all day to avoid speaking to anyone for fear I'd be unncessarily rude to them. By nightfall, I was laying in bed crying for no real reason. Nothing's wrong.. *I* am in a relatively decent mood, but my brain has decided not to be. I can't explain it. I just feel overly tired and annoyed at everything. But..?? There's nothing wrong. Nothing at all. I'm not the least bit depressed or upset about ANYTHING.. just, for some reason everything is really irritating me today.

I don't even know why I was crying?? I'm not sad about anything? But suddenly I was laying there on my bed crying uncontrollably for NO REASON. Telling myself to stop, but not being able to.

I miss Dustin. :-\ I'd love to be able to curl up with him right now and fall asleep in his arms. Just thinking of him makes me happy. Ok, gonna go to bed.. only 11:00 PM but crying earlier has worn me out. That, and the twelve hours I spent painting and cleaning the house. I'm exhausted.