Improvement

Alright... I've decided I'm gonna start stopping by the library after work.
1.) It keeps me out of the house
2.) Internet Access

Both of which are very, very good right now.

I've been having a difficult time the past few days. Not with work.. that's going as good as can be expected.. And not with living here. I'm still constantly aware of how lucky and happy I am to be living a mile from the beach. No.. it's not either of those two things. It's loneliness. And it's set in, in a BIG way.

I don't want to be in a relationship. I really truly don't. It's not that I want someone around. I don't want someone around for the sake of having someone/anyone there.. I want the right person. It feels like the only thing missing from my life right now. I'm happy with pretty much every other aspect of my life.

It just feels like such a damn struggle some of the time.

On a happier note.. the best thing I heard all dlay today?

"The hole's big enough for the chunks to fall out."

Hahaha.