Has it been that long?

Not really in the mood to post but feel like I should. Sean got his visa, came here.. we fought tons.. Dave had the chance to come here.. and upon learning of his arrival, Sean took off and left the state. Packed all of his stuff and took off overnight. He's not coming back to live with me. He can visit, but won't be returning to live here at the house. At this point we're not even on speaking terms and I'm unsure if he'll even be there for the birth.

I'm 34 weeks today. I was diagnosed with gestational diabetes about a week or so back and have been having to monitor my blood sugar levels throughout the day. The baby is barely measuring big so there's not much concern, but I have to keep an eye on things. Had another ultrasound on Monday and the baby is looking good. They'll keep my due date as it currently is, August 30th, unless they feel I need to be induced because of the baby's growth. Only 6 weeks away and I have so much to do. Dealing with Sean took so much out of me physically and emotionally, to the point where I had no motivation to do anything toward the baby or be excited about it. I'm feeling better now he's gone but I'm worried he'll try to come back the first week of August or so.

Going now... too much pain.