Oh just.. fuck off

Tired and headachey and longest day EVER. Have some research I promised a chick here that works for the city that I'd do that is fucking near IMPOSSIBLE to compile and stressing me out. Any day now she should be calling me to check how I've been coming along with it and blah.. have NOTHING. Spend hours looking for information that just isn't available. My job today was ass, my apartment is decent but just, blah. I have no clean clothes and I hate em all anyway. I feel fat and nasty and uncertain. Bb's not around.. Sean is coming for a visit and just.. UGHHHHH.. I feel stressed out. No boyfriend, a job that is like.. only tolerable... and just.... asldfjk alsidj fiaej lis djfl JUST FUCK OFF. (except bb)