If this aint love.. why does it feel so good
Haha.. ok so Michael arrives to Florida to spend two months with Jane in a few hours. Just.. what the fuck is wrong with us? I moved to Arkansas to live with Dustin after having spent two weeks with him, but have KNOWN him since 1998. And Michael's gonna be there with Jane for 2 months, with the intent of moving there in December for good. Why are we incapable of doing things normally?
Honestly like.. I love this. I love being with him. Ok, so it's not my first choice of places to be.. but I love being with HIM. Just.. Jane.. why can we not do things regularly?? Haha, I wonder where we'll be a year from now.
Just.. ????? ......? Today's been really good, now watch some fucker come along and mess it up. I actually got up when Dustin did this morning. It was nice gettin to be up and about before he left for work at, haha.. 10:30. I'm sure the fact that it's stormy-looking outside for the first time in nearly 2 weeks is helping my frame of mind too, but I just feel so good today.
I've gotten a few loads of laundry done and have already taken care of some stuff I needed to. That feels good.. it helps me feel like this is home. Not like I'm just some guest walking around on eggshells in someone else's house. Shit wait.. if I really start acting like this is my house too, he'll probably like.. ask me to mow the yard or something. I'm walkin a fine line. Haha.
We were gonna go see Batman with his cousin yesterday but the car fucked up again so he's trying not to use it unless he has to. We also thought about going camping this weekend but the car pretty much took care of that too. Stupid car. He put 3600 miles on it in the course of 5 weeks just to travel to and from seeing me and picking me up. Dang.
Man.. I don't wanna leave here now. I mean, don't get me wrong.. I wish I had a room in the house entirely my own, that I could do whatever I wanted with it. I'd love to have all my furniture and things in one room here, get to paint and decorate it how I wanted.. but there's just not the room for it. But aside from that, I'm really starting to enjoy being here. I'm sure I still have plenty of ups and downs to come, but it's been great the past few days.
I hope I can find a job with relative ease when I get back. We need to buy more beers.
Oh yeah.. the Tour de France runs from 2nd to 24th July I believe so I should catch most of it on cable at my mom's. Yeahhhhhhhhh.
Honestly like.. I love this. I love being with him. Ok, so it's not my first choice of places to be.. but I love being with HIM. Just.. Jane.. why can we not do things regularly?? Haha, I wonder where we'll be a year from now.
Just.. ????? ......? Today's been really good, now watch some fucker come along and mess it up. I actually got up when Dustin did this morning. It was nice gettin to be up and about before he left for work at, haha.. 10:30. I'm sure the fact that it's stormy-looking outside for the first time in nearly 2 weeks is helping my frame of mind too, but I just feel so good today.
I've gotten a few loads of laundry done and have already taken care of some stuff I needed to. That feels good.. it helps me feel like this is home. Not like I'm just some guest walking around on eggshells in someone else's house. Shit wait.. if I really start acting like this is my house too, he'll probably like.. ask me to mow the yard or something. I'm walkin a fine line. Haha.
We were gonna go see Batman with his cousin yesterday but the car fucked up again so he's trying not to use it unless he has to. We also thought about going camping this weekend but the car pretty much took care of that too. Stupid car. He put 3600 miles on it in the course of 5 weeks just to travel to and from seeing me and picking me up. Dang.
Man.. I don't wanna leave here now. I mean, don't get me wrong.. I wish I had a room in the house entirely my own, that I could do whatever I wanted with it. I'd love to have all my furniture and things in one room here, get to paint and decorate it how I wanted.. but there's just not the room for it. But aside from that, I'm really starting to enjoy being here. I'm sure I still have plenty of ups and downs to come, but it's been great the past few days.
I hope I can find a job with relative ease when I get back. We need to buy more beers.
Oh yeah.. the Tour de France runs from 2nd to 24th July I believe so I should catch most of it on cable at my mom's. Yeahhhhhhhhh.
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