She offered me up in exchange for a new car. The dealership said no.
4:15 AM. I"m still awake, but heading to bed momentarily.
So I'm out of my apartment now. I'll have to return for the remainder of my things, but anything of real significance is already here at my mom's. ...I'm at my mom's. It's strangely kind of nice. We get along really well when she's not being too mothery. Haha, even on a day like today, which was completely stressful, we had a great time.
She bought a new car, and within the first 5 minutes of driving it, nearly got us into an accident. We laughed until we pissed ourselves. We laughed a LOT today. She's like me.. she doesn't take anything too seriously. As much shit as we've been through together, we've both just had to learn to cope with everything by making a joke of it. I see where I get it from. It's always just been us. Everyone else has, at one point or another, abandoned us. It's always left to us to cope with shit. Haha.. we were struggling to carry my mattress on our heads downstairs and out to the moving van. Two strapping, healthy, young men walk RIGHT past as we're about to drop the fucking thing on the ground.. they walk past, and just carry on.. watching 2 women trying to manage this at like, nearly midnight. And they WALK PAST. And we just looked at each other like.. ARE YOU SHITTIN ME?? And you have to laugh, because.. just.. what the fuck is wrong with men? What's wrong with them?? And I think adrenaline must've pumped through her veins at that very moment, beause she shouted out after them laughing, "THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP." And they turned back, embarrassed-looking. But that's the way it is. That's always the way it is. It's always she and I. Every man in both of our lives EVER has eventually wound up completely dropping the ball and so we're left to get on with it ourselves, laughing along the way at the absurdity of it all.
Man, yeah.. I'm too tired to write any more. I didn't intend this entry to be so retarded and short, but extreme tiredness just hit me. I'm gonna go collapse into bed.
So I'm out of my apartment now. I'll have to return for the remainder of my things, but anything of real significance is already here at my mom's. ...I'm at my mom's. It's strangely kind of nice. We get along really well when she's not being too mothery. Haha, even on a day like today, which was completely stressful, we had a great time.
She bought a new car, and within the first 5 minutes of driving it, nearly got us into an accident. We laughed until we pissed ourselves. We laughed a LOT today. She's like me.. she doesn't take anything too seriously. As much shit as we've been through together, we've both just had to learn to cope with everything by making a joke of it. I see where I get it from. It's always just been us. Everyone else has, at one point or another, abandoned us. It's always left to us to cope with shit. Haha.. we were struggling to carry my mattress on our heads downstairs and out to the moving van. Two strapping, healthy, young men walk RIGHT past as we're about to drop the fucking thing on the ground.. they walk past, and just carry on.. watching 2 women trying to manage this at like, nearly midnight. And they WALK PAST. And we just looked at each other like.. ARE YOU SHITTIN ME?? And you have to laugh, because.. just.. what the fuck is wrong with men? What's wrong with them?? And I think adrenaline must've pumped through her veins at that very moment, beause she shouted out after them laughing, "THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP." And they turned back, embarrassed-looking. But that's the way it is. That's always the way it is. It's always she and I. Every man in both of our lives EVER has eventually wound up completely dropping the ball and so we're left to get on with it ourselves, laughing along the way at the absurdity of it all.
Man, yeah.. I'm too tired to write any more. I didn't intend this entry to be so retarded and short, but extreme tiredness just hit me. I'm gonna go collapse into bed.
posted by Heather at 4:35 AM
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